I want ou! Currently, i am so burnt out from this semester i cant take it anymore. Only 4 more weeks left including thanksgiving break, but i just want to sleep for days.
I dont have a job lined up for christmas break that i would love to have. I really want to go home for break, and spend time with my family. but its looking like i have to stay in the house at school and make trips home every week to see my family. Not much of a break if you ask me. Aw well money speaks louder than sleep.
Its not so much that i dont wanna stay here at school for family reasons, its more because im going to have a lot of lonely nights with all of my friends staying here. If I do work here at school, i might as well get a second job waitressing at nights. If anyone has any ideas for jobs or wants to pay me for random odd jobs, let me know. Im in need of work.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
New Dan Brown book
I am currently reading the new Dan Brown book, The Lost Symbol and i am only about half way through right now, but i cant help but think about if some of the things in that book are really true. I know that i large number of the details are fiction, although Brown states that many are actually factual. That i do not know. I am not a historian and therefor do not have proof.
One thing that i cant get out of my mind is the research that is preformed in the lab during the book by Kathrine Soloman. Is it really possible to change things by just putting all of your hope onto things? This i want to find out. People always told me not to give up hope and this makes me want to hope and wish harder.
Since i am only half way through the book i dont know whether the research is real or what happnes to it. But even though it is unlike Brown's other books, he always has me thinking. I question religion in general and most of that is unanswered questions my whole life and many things that Brown brought up has made me consider what beliefs we are supposed to have. Isnt it funny how a couple books can change your outlook on life. I almost wish there were more books out there that did make me think and question things.
One thing that i cant get out of my mind is the research that is preformed in the lab during the book by Kathrine Soloman. Is it really possible to change things by just putting all of your hope onto things? This i want to find out. People always told me not to give up hope and this makes me want to hope and wish harder.
Since i am only half way through the book i dont know whether the research is real or what happnes to it. But even though it is unlike Brown's other books, he always has me thinking. I question religion in general and most of that is unanswered questions my whole life and many things that Brown brought up has made me consider what beliefs we are supposed to have. Isnt it funny how a couple books can change your outlook on life. I almost wish there were more books out there that did make me think and question things.
Hurry Up and Wait
I realize that whenever you want something to get here fast, it only makes it slower. Well thats where im at now. All i want to finish the next two semesters of school so possibly the living arrangments can improve if they dont do so by then.
I always say im going to change things or make a big change, but my life is so redunant that change is almost impossible with the schedule that i have. The first change i would make would be to tell my friend what i really think insead of just sitting around. pretending not to care is just easier but it i could change something it would be her.
Until i figure out what to do, ill be sitting here waiting. My life begins in just a little over a year and 6 months and i cant wait. I acutally have plans unlike some people i know and all ive been doing is hurrying up and waiting. Thats all life really is. Sometimes i wish it was different though. Dont we all have something we wish for?
I always say im going to change things or make a big change, but my life is so redunant that change is almost impossible with the schedule that i have. The first change i would make would be to tell my friend what i really think insead of just sitting around. pretending not to care is just easier but it i could change something it would be her.
Until i figure out what to do, ill be sitting here waiting. My life begins in just a little over a year and 6 months and i cant wait. I acutally have plans unlike some people i know and all ive been doing is hurrying up and waiting. Thats all life really is. Sometimes i wish it was different though. Dont we all have something we wish for?
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